A ‘dark’ short story
‘Beautiful day,’ said Dr Pinkly.
‘I’m so glad you decided not to keep us inside today,’ answered Pauline.
‘Sun shining, fresh air, what could be better?’ he said.
‘I could name a few things,’ she answered.
‘Please don’t think of this as part of your treatment. Instead, relax and enjoy,’ the doctor said.
‘What? How can I think of it any other way? It’s not as if we could be mates, is it?’
‘My job is to make you feel better within yourself.’
‘And my job is to make you work for your money,’ she laughed.
They strolled on; bees were exploring the new growth on bushes, buds fighting to burst their colour. A boy clad as Thomas, the Tank Engine, rattled his bike’s trainer wheels on the walkway. His mother pretended she couldn’t catch him. Their love showed in shared laughter. Both psychiatrist and patient smiled at the sideshow.
‘Would you like a coffee?’ asked Dr Pinkly, pointing to a kiosk.
‘Please, no sugar, I’m sweet enough,’ the smiles continued.
Pauline sat and waited, deep in thought, trying to remember why she was there.
‘Thanks, doc,’ she said. The smile had gone.
Pinkly sat, crossing his legs; Pauline noticed how he attempted to keep his creases straight. She considered how “normal” that was.
‘Are there any memories tapping at your brain trying to break free, something you feel you should know?’ he said, trying to keep the mood light.
‘I even tried a local hypnotist. He advertises on Facebook. Still nothing,’ she said.
‘I did not recommend hypnotherapy,’ he grimaced.
‘Yes, I know, but I want to prove I’m trying my hardest to remember.’
‘Your memory will come back without needing to force things,’ said Dr Pinkly.
‘Did you know the police pestered me again?’ she asked.
‘They did not tell me, but I’m not surprised.’
‘Really? What more do they want from me?’ said Pauline.
She lobbed her paper mug into the bin. Looking at Pinkly’s beaker, it was full and hardly tasted. She asked, ‘Not up to your standard? Not as good as Miss Sexy Legs makes at your office?’
He grinned and finished his drink. Then, they walked towards the lake.
‘The police have a task to complete. They have a missing man. A man with a history of violence against women, where has he disappeared to? That man attacked you and your mother. The police need to discover what happened.’
Pauline hid a smile, covering her mouth with a tissue.
‘Why is that funny?’ she thought.
‘Your father attacked you. Do you have any feelings for him?’
‘I feel nothing. Dad was not around when I was a kid. He showed up on my eighteenth birthday, turning up from nowhere, expecting Mum and me to welcome him back,’ said Pauline.
‘Tell me about your party?’
‘It was a typical teenager’s bash. Mum laid on sandwiches, a bowl of punch and a gigantic cake. My Dad turned up at nine in one of his vintage motors. But, unfortunately, he hadn’t remembered my special day and was only there to pick up one of his tools. Do you know why they bought that house?’
The doctor shook his head.
‘Because it boasted an inspection pit in the garage, allowing my Dad to repair his dream cars. He couldn’t join the party or even go to the garage. Some lads blocked his way, so he left. Mum went out at ten to meet her pal. The mugger set upon her in an alley before she got to her friend’s place. Mum lost her handbag, but we all suspected my Dad. The police arrested him and released him without charge,’ she said.
‘You thought it was your father?’
‘I’ve told you many times, yes! Why is that so difficult to believe?’
‘Why did the police release him?’
‘They had no firm proof he attacked Mum. He crept up from behind, so she saw nothing.’
The tense feeling left them as they laughed at a young father knee-deep in the lake, attempting to recover his son’s toy yacht. He fell in; the boat drowned.
Fighting off the smile, the doctor asked, ‘How do you feel about your Dad now?’
It was as if he had slapped her. Her face froze, anger petering on the explosion, a volcano fighting to spread lava on anyone near enough to get barbecued. Shaking the dread clear, then, as if a switch flicked, she smiled once more, ‘He’s my father. Of course, I love him.’
‘Why do I not believe you?’
‘You can believe what you like,’ she said, shaking her head.
‘I am on your side, and I aim to help. But you need to remember. What happened then, and what happened to your Mum recently.’
He stared into her eyes, but nothing.
‘Are you planning on returning to work?’ he asked.
‘I will. But first, I must get my head straight. A month ago my Dad disappeared, okay, I can live with that, but Mum? Where the hell is she?’
Changing the subject, ‘How are you managing for money?’
‘I live in Mum’s house, so no rent to pay. I’ve got savings, and I use Mum’s credit cards,’ she sniggered. ‘I will earn cash soon enough, so no worries.’
They started back to Dr Pinkly’s office. A “bleep” sounded from his jacket pocket. ‘That is “Miss Sexy Legs”. It must be important. She knows not to disturb me when I’m with you.’
He read the message. His sun-pinked complexion is now a frosted grey.
‘We must go back. The police want you.’
‘Have they been in the garage?’
‘I don’t know, why?’ he asked.
‘Maybe they have lifted the cover on the pit?’ she said.
‘Why?’ he asked, stopping and gripping her shoulders.
Gazing into his caring eyes, ‘They will find Mum and Dad,’ she said.
‘What are you saying?’
Memories struck like a team of baseball players swinging for home runs. Each connecting, her head bounced from hitter to hitter. Her knees buckled. He led her back to the bench.
‘Please tell me, go on. Is it coming back?’
‘I heard my Mum’s raised voice in the garage. I went to see who she was talking to. It was my Dad. He had crept into the garage to get his tools. My Mum was begging for his forgiveness. I couldn’t believe it.’
Pauline’s hands clasped her head to stop the uncontrollable shakes.
‘I hit him with a wrench,’ she whispered. All shaking stopped.
‘She swore at me! Can you believe that? She had never done that before. She was protecting him, defending him. Christ, all the abuse and pain he had caused,’ she said.
The psychiatrist knelt before her, ‘We must see the police. I can tell them what you’ve been through, explain your mental state.’
‘Let me finish first.’
She studied him as if they had reversed roles.
‘I hit her too. She joined him on the floor like a marital bed,’ she snorted. ‘I rolled them both into the pit.’
Now the doctor held his head in his hands. Bikes with trainer wheels, soaking fathers, and sunken boats were forgotten.
‘I poured in petrol and torched them. Then, when the flames died, I replaced the cover. And forgot what I had done.’
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